by
Jaye B.
Took a peep under my sunscreen and could see some cops checking up on the tweek family camping in the park just ahead of me, the mom prob trying to charm them with her blue ruin eyes, like she tried with me when she walked on by the other day. Panic overcame me as I did not want to see CPS arriving on the scene gathering up the five yard ape towheads.
Then I heard a voice, “Just bear witness…like a good martyr.”
So I did, taking a breath and focusing on my heart, remembering what I shared in a previous post about what being a martyr is all about, in the etymological sense: to bear witness. Then when I felt calm, I became aware of something high above witnessing what was happening through my heart along with me. I then read the protective psalm 140 in an intercessory kind of way. The panic resided and even better-my desire to want to help others was placed in the hands of something much higher and enabled me to remain free. No caretaker alter activated. No energetically taking on other’s stuff. No cording. No getting pulled down into toxic dramas either.
After the cops left, I saw meth mom pull out her phone and start pacing around-prob begging to someone to be let back in wherever they were kicked out of. After a long goodbye pack up they then left, and I prayed guardian angels for them, all the while wondering what next would be on the tragedy conveyor belt for me to bear witness to in true martyr fashion.
-Got royally counter attacked after posting More Updates: Intermission -Just savage and I’ve taken a severe hit both physical and spiritual today, triggering the melt down alter. So I go into detached observer mode and bear witness as if I’m outside of my self unaffected. Try doing this if you suspect you’re under mind control and it will really help with grounding and re-orienting yourself to the present and reclaiming your sense of self. Then I was given discernment of soul/mind hackers behind it-evil/soulless beyond compare they are, looking CCP. So I rebuked them in the name of Yeshua the Nazarene and the name of the highest shut them down. When I prayed for discernment as to how they are hacking I saw:
These things engird the head, do both bio and psi-metrics and create rifts in the bio-field firewall enabling the hackers to rip the soul open so demonic entities can come pouring in and attempt to take over. So it is important to keep our toroidal fields strong.
-A kind and all too rare friend insisted on reading my autobiography, the one I put the kibosh on posting because it was triggering me so bad when I tried editing it. She is the only one out of all who read it that could fully appreciate me surviving what I have in this life and being able to function. She is the only one who has given me extensive and supportive feedback on it. Last night, she private mssg-ed what’s in bold below from my More Updates: Intermission to me, quite timely seeing how bad I was crashing:
JSYK I’m beginning to censor my own writing. Truly a sign that I have fully internalized the police state we are now in. Ergo putting the kibosh on More Updates story.
Jaye, my friend, I’m glad you wrote this. It’s honest, and was necessary for now in my opinion.
Even if I wanted to ask you about “what’s going on IN you Jaye?”
I couldn’t, but I thought it, and just prayed.
You are such an incredible man, talented beyond my ability to even comprehend.
I know, because I DO CARE, yes, I know that you needed to do exactly what you wrote about. Just stop for now.
My continued prayers for your peace and discernment are being answered. Peace my friend, Gods peace and tranquillity.
M
A big TY Ms. M, so very much appreciated, esp. last night, as is the ongoing constructive dialogue we have had since last November. Never in all my 40 yrs have I so benignly, spiritually resonated with someone. Sad we are so many thousands of miles apart-but we are obviously connected in spirit. ( I don’t know about being talented though as I’m just a six pack Joe in my real life that talks 2x4s with the Trump rednecks at McDonalds.)
-For my new followers and subscribers:
Best,
Jaye B.
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Jaye B. is a writer, musician and artist. His art criticism has appeared in Art Paper, New North Artscape, Art Muscle, Northfield Magazine and elsewhere. His articles have also appeared in City Pages, Twin Cities Reader, Mysteries Magazine, Fahrenheit San Diego, High Plains Reader, New Dawn and Rain Taxi. He has appeared on BBC Radio, WGN Chicago, WLW Cincinnati and elsewhere in the mediasphere to discuss his work. Please help support Reset News @ Paypal, Cash App , Ko-fi or contact the author for other options @ jayeb444@protonmail.com
Unbelievable synchronicity just occurred. I randomly opened Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable to: Joe Sixpack !
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